end of the world incoming

This weather has been suspiciously warm and it's somewhat of a bother to be pulling out the winter gear from the depths of my closets, only to change back to some light jacket the next day. It's like... cold one day, then when I dress for cold ass weather the next day and go to school... it's freakin' hot. Then I'll leave my coat at home, then suddenly it's freakin' cold. This happens all the time and I'm just like, "Fuuuuuuuuck."

:[ So I went to up to the Johns Hopkins Outpatient Center last week and it was a really nice place. It was like being in an airport and everything was so orderly. Dr. Petri doesn't think I have to have a kidney biopsy unless something reaches a certain level, so for now we're going to give the Imuran/Benlysta another go before going for the Cytoxan. All I want is to drop the prednisone back down because I'm a damn balloon. Ferreals... ferreals ferreals. I'm so fat and pimply and it's terrible.

On another note, Christmas is coming and I'm screwed~ and broke~ and so lazy to go shopping~