i'm too old to cry

You know, the saddest part about visiting my family in the overseas isn't just leaving. It's coming home to an empty house after being surrounded by company that I never realized I missed. The family relationship was never something I truly got growing up, but my cousins are like the siblings I never had. I know I'll cling to them for a while over the next few weeks.

Then I'll gradually forget.

I'll slowly begin to move on in life.

We won't talk anymore until I head over there again.

I'm sad.

Too sad.

:[ Why is the world so big?