Class was cancelled today and tomorrow, so I'm just sitting here on my Macbook while Lana watches Netflix. She doesn't seem to want to take a nap today. :[ She keeps coming over and attacking me every ten minutes or so, especially when I'm on tinychat. I really hope the power doesn't go out here, or it doesn't go out for long. I don't even know what I'm going to do with myself. I bought two pints of ice cream to keep me occupied for the first hour or two, but after that I'll have to rely on my Nook and this laptop. And my phone.
NaNoWriMo is coming up this week. I don't even know if I'll have a chance at that. Writing has been nonexistent lately, lots of starts going to nowhere and everywhere. I can't ever seem to stick to one thing for long before jumping into something else entirely different. I'm like a lot of people, you know. I hate everything I write. How do people do this kind of job for a living? I'll never understand.
There isn't much else to report on from my end aside from my sore ankle and late night cravings for bacon. :|
Monday, October 29, 2012
Saturday, October 27, 2012
an early morning
I probably haven't been up at this hour since I stopped working at Starbucks. The only reason I have is that I want to work on this essay I have for English so I can go out tonight and not have to write the whole damn thing tomorrow in the time I'm not working. My co-worker comes back from vacation next week, so I won't have to work on Tuesdays and Thursdays anymore. Although I was stacking up cash, I'm way too lazy to work more. I think I'll actually miss working with Jin, but Yoko might want to take Saturday lunch shifts off and Yuki mentioned not wanting to work those. I might pick 'em up and that'll be my weekly shift with him. That's about it.
I was up late on the forums again! I probably spend too much time pestering the scribbl-diplo community, but sometimes its just too much fun. It was about two in the morning and commissioned this girl to draw some line art for me. When I woke up today, I found she drew me and Kayla riding narwhals. Haha. It's so cute. Isn't it adorable?!
Hahaha. I'd better get to writing this essay so I can do other things... First, I'm going to have to eat and sip my tea because I'm hungry as fuck. Seriously. I ate a whole bowl of miso ramen last night for dinner at like 8:30p and then went to Bethesda and ate a freakin' gyro after midnight. I've gained so much weight in the past few weeks, I look at myself in the mirror and wonder "What in the actual fuck." periodically. I know my face can be blamed on the 60mg of prednisone that I'm taking, but everything else? I don't know what made me turn into a gigantic, insatiable eating monster. :[ It makes me sad.
I was up late on the forums again! I probably spend too much time pestering the scribbl-diplo community, but sometimes its just too much fun. It was about two in the morning and commissioned this girl to draw some line art for me. When I woke up today, I found she drew me and Kayla riding narwhals. Haha. It's so cute. Isn't it adorable?!
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| psycochick @ deviantArt.com |
Hahaha. I'd better get to writing this essay so I can do other things... First, I'm going to have to eat and sip my tea because I'm hungry as fuck. Seriously. I ate a whole bowl of miso ramen last night for dinner at like 8:30p and then went to Bethesda and ate a freakin' gyro after midnight. I've gained so much weight in the past few weeks, I look at myself in the mirror and wonder "What in the actual fuck." periodically. I know my face can be blamed on the 60mg of prednisone that I'm taking, but everything else? I don't know what made me turn into a gigantic, insatiable eating monster. :[ It makes me sad.
I'm going to go eat now. And drink some tea.
loops ; Left knee pain. Slightly achy. Hungry as fuck.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
ugly blog is ugly.
I apologize if your eyes got raped after viewing my blog. I'm the worst at designing anything... I just don't really have a knack for it. I'll eventually get around to finding something nicer. :[
Anyways, I decided that I should make one of these things and keep up with it because I can barely keep up with myself these days. The entire week seems to clump together and I can't discern Monday from Wednesday. It's the worst! Especially when one of my doctors is asking about when something happened or when I saw so n' so. I can only give them a blank stare while I babble random dates that I suspect are right.
Usually, I don't write about much other than what I did during a day. I'm trying to change that up a little and write more about me as a person. Too many things are going on right now and it's hard for me to sort through it all in my brain. Talking about it would be biting off more than I can chew, so the next best thing is writing. Or typing.
I have a lot of doctors. Last week, I added the hematologist and the nephrologist to my phone book. I feel like I see one of them every week, but I know it won't be like this forever. My rheumatologist is just trying to find the right way to proceed with my treatment since it isn't really working as well as she'd hoped. They want to check my kidneys out and see if some chemotherapy would be the best course of action now. If they do that, I'd have to get a biopsy and they'll stick a giant needle in my back. Wouldn't that be fun? D:
Aside from that, I'm just working weekend shifts at the ramen house, taking classes a couple days a week, spending time with little Lana, and hanging around with Squishy. I don't really need much in life, you know. I miss having more time to myself, but this is fine. I like to think I'll be fine.
I think I'm in a good place.
loops today : i'm still fat. my appetite is damn near insatiable. knees hurt yesterday, but fine today. forgot second dose of plaquenil. butterfly is nearly gone. went to hemato and had blood drawn after fasting.
Anyways, I decided that I should make one of these things and keep up with it because I can barely keep up with myself these days. The entire week seems to clump together and I can't discern Monday from Wednesday. It's the worst! Especially when one of my doctors is asking about when something happened or when I saw so n' so. I can only give them a blank stare while I babble random dates that I suspect are right.
Usually, I don't write about much other than what I did during a day. I'm trying to change that up a little and write more about me as a person. Too many things are going on right now and it's hard for me to sort through it all in my brain. Talking about it would be biting off more than I can chew, so the next best thing is writing. Or typing.
I have a lot of doctors. Last week, I added the hematologist and the nephrologist to my phone book. I feel like I see one of them every week, but I know it won't be like this forever. My rheumatologist is just trying to find the right way to proceed with my treatment since it isn't really working as well as she'd hoped. They want to check my kidneys out and see if some chemotherapy would be the best course of action now. If they do that, I'd have to get a biopsy and they'll stick a giant needle in my back. Wouldn't that be fun? D:
Aside from that, I'm just working weekend shifts at the ramen house, taking classes a couple days a week, spending time with little Lana, and hanging around with Squishy. I don't really need much in life, you know. I miss having more time to myself, but this is fine. I like to think I'll be fine.
I think I'm in a good place.
loops today : i'm still fat. my appetite is damn near insatiable. knees hurt yesterday, but fine today. forgot second dose of plaquenil. butterfly is nearly gone. went to hemato and had blood drawn after fasting.
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