surprise

It's been nearly a month since I updated this blog. I don't even remember doing it, but according to my last post... I was here. Now I'm back, checking in on myself since I'm the only one that reads this.

I have a growing list of habits that I'm trying to build myself up for. It seems endless and in vain, but I really want to see it through one of these days. One thing I've noticed is that I'm really, really forgetful! I legit need to start writing down thoughts and ideas when I have them because as sure as I am that I'll remember everything that I want to remember, I will always forget! Somehow, I'll need to have a pen and some paper on me at all times.

I've been slacking on my daily medication. I keep jumping around on the prednisone dose, but I think I should keep taking 20mg for now. The weather change has not been kind to my body. As beautiful as it is, I'm so hurt these days. The pain at my back/chest is like a constant knife being pushed into my back and breathing becomes painful. My rheumatologist took an x-ray last time I was there, but nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Aside from that, my hair has been falling out in some serious amounts. It grows back little baby hairs, but it's falling out quicker than it can grow. So I cut it off to my usual pixie cut to hinder my baldness.

Everyone likes it, but I wanted to grow my hair out for once. Maybe another time.