Sometimes I feel ok for so long that I forget that I'm sick. Then when this time of year rolls around everything just begins to fall apart again. But it isn't so bad this year, I actually feel ok most days if not more tired. I just have so many appointments with so many doctors with so many possibilities.
I wonder if I'll need to get a kidney biopsy. I wonder if I'll have to start chemotherapy. I wonder if I'll ever be able to keep my flares in check so I won't worry about if I can handle a job.
I just want to be ok in this world, you know?
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